Tuesday, January 22, 2002
Eek, it's been totally yonks and stuff since I wrote anything here, I'm so slack.
Unfortunately I'm not so happy at the moment, some strange mixture of pissed off, depressed, and useless.
I need a job to have enough money to live, because centrelink is of the opinion my parents earn too much. My parents on the other hand say they can't afford to give me anything. Someone's not telling me everything I think.
Basically I have to find a job, which isn't easy considering I've never worked before. I'm also shithouse at applying for jobs.
In other news I'm still basically internetless, I just phone up my parents each night and ask them to get off the net. So I can steal their account. I do have an account with XiS and have been asked to pay for it. Unfortunately so far it hasn't worked. They also haven't been able to give me an expected time for it to work. They suck, steer clear. Ben has also just changed to them, I don't know if he shares my opinion or not.
I feel like going and destroying something beautiful tonight, I think perhaps I might watch Fight Club tonight, then go for a ride... but on second thoughts that probably isn't such a wise move.
Oh well, I'll be feeling better tomorrow, totally illogical, and no reason for it, but I'm still not a total pessimist.
Unfortunately I'm not so happy at the moment, some strange mixture of pissed off, depressed, and useless.
I need a job to have enough money to live, because centrelink is of the opinion my parents earn too much. My parents on the other hand say they can't afford to give me anything. Someone's not telling me everything I think.
Basically I have to find a job, which isn't easy considering I've never worked before. I'm also shithouse at applying for jobs.
In other news I'm still basically internetless, I just phone up my parents each night and ask them to get off the net. So I can steal their account. I do have an account with XiS and have been asked to pay for it. Unfortunately so far it hasn't worked. They also haven't been able to give me an expected time for it to work. They suck, steer clear. Ben has also just changed to them, I don't know if he shares my opinion or not.
I feel like going and destroying something beautiful tonight, I think perhaps I might watch Fight Club tonight, then go for a ride... but on second thoughts that probably isn't such a wise move.
Oh well, I'll be feeling better tomorrow, totally illogical, and no reason for it, but I'm still not a total pessimist.
